I am presently learning to act in a way that shows that my desires count too, but wish to balance this with not infringing on others’ attainment of their potential, any suggestions?
Gwen’s Answer:
My dear, you must do some work with a good therapist. It is so difficult to heal this on your own. You have been traumatized, and brainwashed into thinking of yourself in a negative way. It is good that you have done so much reading, and understand, intellectually, how you have been affected. So much of the kind of negativity you experienced as a child is stored at a subconscious level, and it is hard to access that by ourselves, with our intellect.